As I sit here reflecting on my time abroad, it’s hard to put into words just how much I’ve grown. One of the biggest changes is how much more confident I feel in myself. Navigating life in a different country pushed me out of my comfort zone and forced me to speak up for myself and take charge of my own experience. I’ve learned to adapt and to ask questions when I’m unsure. Understanding it’s okay to not have all the answers, and try your best even if your best looks different every day. I’ve also learned about compassion, toward others and especially toward myself. Studying abroad isn’t always sunshine and rainbows, it’s still real life with real ups and downs. Learning how to navigate confusing emotions, moments of homesickness, and personal doubts is what makes these experiences truly meaningful.
One thing I really wish I knew before starting this program is just how fast the time would go. When I first arrived, I had the mindset that I’d be here for three months and had so much time ahead of me. I was prepared for weekend beach trips and many spontaneous moments and places. However, now that my program is ending, I truly wish I took advantage of all the time I had. One of the biggest obstacles for me was transportation and allotting time to get somewhere, it posed as quite a challenge when I didn’t have a ton of time with classes and work. I wish I took more trips to the beach even when I only had a short amount of time. When I think back, all the little things like catching the sunset in a new place or running a different route feel extra special now. I also wish I gave myself more grace in the beginning when it came to taking care of myself and emotions.
What surprised me most about this experience is how at home I feel in Sydney. I definitely expected to enjoy it here, but I didn’t anticipate how naturally it would fit into my life. The lifestyle, the friendly people, the transportation system, and just the pace of everyday life was something that came so easily. Surprisingly I’m not ready to say goodbye to this lovely city. I assumed that towards the end of my program I’d be itching to get home and get back into my comfortable environment, but this city feels so comfortable and natural that I have no urge to rush home. Of course, I miss my friends and family dearly, but I knew I would, I’m surprised that I want to stay, even with how long I’ve been away.
So, for my past self I’d say don’t stress about having the “perfect” experience. Be present. Seek out adventures. Give yourself grace when things get tough. This journey will give you more than you ever imagined, not just incredible memories, but a brand-new version of yourself that’s stronger than before.