So a little later than expected I got my evaluation on my work and how I have performed the job I have been so excited to work. My evaluation was… Lukewarm at best. It seems I have failed at a lot of turns but have shown promise in others. Learning that I had completely failed on some projects in their mind cut me pretty deeply. Knowing that I have failed in a job I was trained for and being told that by my boss was a new feeling entirely. This took a lot for me to wrap my head around and try to accept. Failure can be the hardest thing to accept at times but even harder will be how I try to figure out how I want to move forward with this information.